Billie Eilish opens up about suicidal thoughts while on tour: 'I didn't think I'd make it to 17'
On The Gayle King Grammy Special, which aired on CBS Thursday night, Grammy nominee Billie Eilish opened up about suicidal thoughts she had in Berlin in 2018."I was so unhappy last year," Eilish said of 2018. "I was so unhappy and I was so, like, joyless."In the special, Gayle King