She may no longer be a "Girl Next Door," but Holly Madison still can't seem to escape talking about Hef.
Holly is speaking out about the recent engagement of her former boyfriend, Hugh Hefner, to Playmate Crystal Harris.
"I was filming with [Hef] at the mansion today 'cause you know, everyone has been asking me what my reaction is," Holly told Access at the E! TCA event in Los Angeles on Wednesday. "Of course I have feelings about it because we were so close for so long, but you know, I wanted to see him in person and congratulate him and talk about it and talk about how I feel about it and everything.
"So we did that today on camera," Holly added.
Though Holly's desire to tie the knot with the Playboy magnate was high publicized during her four-year stint on E!'s "The Girls Next Door," the buxom blonde has since moved on with her own reality show, "Holly's World," a show in Las Vegas and a new man.
"I do have a special guy and you'll see him on my show -- probably the first episode [of 'Holly's World'] -- and you know, I concentrate more on career right now," Holly told Access . "I'm just kind of dating, but he makes me very happy and he's awesome."
As for whether the 31-year-old stunner is happy for her ex's newfound love, Holly's fans will have to wait and see.
"Um.... yeah," Holly hesitated, when asked by Access if she's excited for Hef. "It's a cliff hanger."
As previously reported on AccessHollywood.com , Hugh announced his engagement to Crystal, 24, via Twitter on December 26.
This will be the third trip down the aisle for the 84-year-old playboy.
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