A Detroit-based model, who goes by the name Troi, posted before and after close-ups of her face on Instagram. In the “before,” she has a black eye; in the “after,” she’s wearing makeup that covers up her bruising. “Unless you live or have lived in a house with a mentally ill person, you wouldn’t understand this picture nor my injury,” Troi wrote in the caption. “Mental illnesses and mental disorders are real! Unfortunately, my brother suffers from a severe mental illness called schizoaffective disorder (Google it) and I just so happened to be in the way when he flipped out.”
Unless you live or have lived in a house with a mentally ill person, you wouldn’t understand this picture nor my injury. Mental Illnesses & Mental Disorders ARE REAL! Unfortunately, my brother suffers from a severe mental illness called Schizoaffective Disorder (google it) and I just so happened to be in the way when he flipped out. My brother have never put his hands on me before, so of course I was caught off guard.. And this happened right before my birthday.. I cried for two days and cancelled all my birthday plans. It took my mom @famikalouise and my friends @venerated_ & Money to lift my spirits. I felt ugly. I was embarrassed, I was hurt, and I knew the first thing people was going to think was that I got abused or that I got beat up. I just wanted to feel beautiful for my 21st birthday and @thee.waynekash made that happen for me. Thank you so much for that. THIS IS NOT FROM BOXING.
A post shared by Troi (@thereal_troi) on Sep 1, 2017 at 12:55pm PDT
Troi says that her brother had never put his hands on her before, so she was caught off-guard — and this happened right before her birthday. “I cried for two days and cancelled all my birthday plans,” she continued. “I felt ugly. I was embarrassed, I was hurt, and I knew the first thing people [were] going to think was that I got abused or that I got beat up.
“I just wanted to feel beautiful for my 21st birthday and @thee.waynekash made that happen for me,” she said. “Thank you so much for that.”
The makeup artist that Troi tagged is the Detroit-based Dwayne Daniel, who also posted about the experience on Instagram. “After receiving so many harsh and negative comments from internet trolls @thereal_troi decided to disclose where the bruise actually came from,” Daniel captioned before and after photos of Troi. “I can’t imagine the amount of bravery it must have taken for her to disclose the real story behind her bruise. We don’t take mental illness seriously, especially in the African-American community. So I commend her for her bravery and I stand with her as she continues on living a healthy and happy life.”
#Day2 with my beautiful, BRAVE, and spectacular client @thereal_troi ❤️ The other day before she came in she told me not be shocked because she was a fighter and she had a bruise. When she came in she had an amazingly kind spirit and I asked her if we could take some before photographs because I knew I would be able to cover the bruise. She agreed and she also let me decide on the look. We both knew the before and after picture would be great for advertisement. We never imagined the image would go viral. After receiving so many harsh and negative comments from internet TROLLS @thereal_troi decided to disclose where the bruise actually came from. Her brother who suffers from mental illness had an episode and she was accidentally injured. She never lied to me. She is a fighter, a boxer. There are pictures on her page. I just assumed that that's where the scar came from. I can't imagine the amount of bravery it must have taken for her to disclose the real story behind her bruise. We don't take mental illness serious, especially in the African American community. So I commend her for her bravery and I stand with her as she continues on living a healthy and happy life. Your negative comments are ignored and her spirit isn't broken by the ignorance. She wanted to be beautiful for her birthday despite what she'd been through. Black women are the strongest creatures on this planet. So if you're going to say anything, talk about the fact that she's STILL STANDING AND STILL SMILING. Look at that smile, there's God in it! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #quithating
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Troi tells Yahoo Beauty that she decided to write her own Instagram post after Daniel asked if he could post before and after pictures of her makeup, which left some people assuming that Troi was in a violent relationship. “I just said, ‘I’m just going to go ahead and tell everybody what happened,’” Troi tells Yahoo Beauty. “People don’t really believe that mental illness exists, but it does.”
Daniel tells Yahoo Beauty that Troi made a “very brave decision” to speak out about her brother’s illness. “I think that in the African-American community, people don’t take mental illness seriously, and I think that issues like this can teach the public a lot about how much people really do need help,” he says. Daniel says that Troi’s jaw dropped after he did her makeup. “She was in utter disbelief,” he says.
As Troi said in her Instagram post, her brother suffers from schizoaffective disorder, which is a mental disorder that causes a person to experience a combination of schizophrenia symptoms, such as hallucinations or delusions, and mood-disorder symptoms, such as depression or mania, according to the Mayo Clinic.
The disorder affects people’s ability to control their moods, which can lead to escalations in their emotions and behavior, clinical psychologist John Mayer, author of Family Fit: Find Your Balance in Life, tells Yahoo Beauty. “When they experience a feeling, that feeling escalates from zero to 60 miles per hour without any regulation of threshold,” he explains.
Treatment typically involves medication therapy (with anti-psychotic medications and mood stabilizers) and intensive psychotherapy, Mayer says. “Often hospitalization is a part of treatment to be able to keep the patient and others safe during the treatment and to have the person in an environment where medications can be tried and regulated as to their effectiveness,” he explains. Psychotherapy sessions need to be frequent, he says, and paying attention to the patient’s social support and environment is a crucial part of treatment.
As for Troi, she says that her eye is getting better, but she still has visible bruising. “It’s healing, but it’s weighing on me emotionally,” she shares. Troi says that she hopes her post has an impact on others. “A lot of people don’t speak out about mental illness because they’re scared of judgment,” she says. “I was before, but I’m not now.”
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