Suki Waterhouse Opened Up About A "Colossal Heartbreak" She Went Through In Her 20s

Suki Waterhouse and Robert Pattinson have been dating for five years — but they've kept their romance extremely private.

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But in a candid new interview, Suki just opened up about her relationship with Robert as well as the "colossal heartbreak" she went through in her 20s.

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Although she didn't specify who caused the major heartbreak, fans are speculating she was referring to Bradley Cooper, whom she dated from age 20 to 22.

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"I was kind of depressed for a while," she told the Times. "It stuck around for a long time. I think it was the breakup and also just being in my 20s and in the fucking trenches."

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"You constantly read about how much more beautiful the new girlfriend is or whatever," Suki said, adding that she dealt with "public humiliation [and] a lot of shame."

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She continued, "That sounds silly, but when you’re actually the one that’s heartbroken, it’s pretty rough."

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Thankfully, Suki says she's "utterly healed" from the heartbreak now and can't believe how well things have worked with Robert.

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"I’m shocked that I’m so happy with someone for nearly five years," Suki shared, noting that they make sure to not go for too long apart.

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She added, "I had two days off the other day, and it was like, no question, I’m going back to see him. Then, he’ll come out for a couple of days."

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Suki admitted she even still gets excited when Robert texts or calls her.

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"I'm always incredibly excited when I see his name pop up [on my phone] or even a text, and I think he feels the same about me," Suki said.

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She continued, "We've always got so much to say, and I find him hilarious."

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It's so nice to hear that Suki is so happy! You can read all that she had to share here.