Jacky Oh's Partner DC Young Fly Says Grieving Will Be a 'Forever Thing' as He Shares His 'Purpose' After 'Trauma'

'Wild N' Out' star Jacky Oh died in May at age 33 from cosmetic surgery complications

Jacky Oh will forever be a part of DC Young Fly's heart.

During an appearance on Tuesday's Tamron Hall episode, the 31-year-old Celebrity Squares host opened up about how he is continuing to navigate his grief from losing his longtime partner, Jacky Oh, in May.

"Part of the grieving process is still — I don't know, to this day because I'm still learning, I'm six months in," he explained. "This is a forever thing. So I may feel differently in two years. I may feel differently in 10, but I'm just thankful that God allowed me to continue, you know what I'm saying?"

Going forward, the Candy Cane Lane actor said: "I understand my calling and I understand my purpose. The calling is, you know, I'm put here on this Earth for a higher purpose, which is to entertain the world but also show the world where it’s coming from."

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"You know, it's coming from the Most High and I'm an example because now you got to see me go through trauma and still continue with my job," he added. "I appreciate people like y'all because God brings people to me who need to hear what I got to say."

DC Young Fly also admitted that he "scared myself" while trying to process the fellow Wild N’ Out star's death.

"I've been through so much loss where it’s like emotionally, like I'm numb to death because I'm used to it since I was 16. So every death is a different reaction," he said. "With my cousin, I was angry. When my father died, I was at peace. When my best friend died, I was confused. Now when my girl died, I'm shocked and who is this for? See what I'm saying. Okay, now who is this for? Who is this for? Who do I have to talk to? Because this not only affects me, it affects my children. They have went through something that I ain't even been through."

On May 31, Jacky Oh died at age 33 from cosmetic surgery complications.

A representative from the Miami Police Department confirmed to PEOPLE in October that her death had been ruled "accidental" by the Miami-Dade Medical Examiner. The department also confirmed there will not be a criminal investigation into her death.

Jacky Oh had been dating DC Young Fly for eight years and had three children with him.

In speaking out on social media for the first time after Jacky Oh's death, he wrote on Instagram: "You are the GREATEST MOTHER I KNOW your soul was beautiful. Yu always wanted the best for others and I admired how our family love each other!!! Never had to worry about our kids loving each other cause you were on top of Dat!!! You kno we GOD fearing and we are grounded by the spirit."

Related: DC Young Fly Shares How He Is Coping with Partner Jacky Oh’s Sudden Death: 'I Can Control My Spirit'

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DC Young Fly added that he and their kids will "continue to live righteous" and that he "will always tell our kids how much [of] an amazing person" she was.

"I prayed for Yu and now we are here.. but it’s ok we willll continue to pray and hold on to our FAITH because that’s alll we know!!" the comedian continued. "Love you forever and our kids are super strong 💪🏾 they helpin me wit my tranquility no Kap!!!!! U wit me forever ♥️ The QUEEN of my children will always have a spot in my heart and the paradise 😫(Yu gon get me for Dat🥲 but it’s true) LOVE YOU FOREVER jus know we goinn harder than ever and GOD is in control and he got us covered."

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