Diddy is still reeling from the passing of his ex Kim Porter and he's expressing his heartache one year after her death. The 50-year-old record executive took to social media on the first anniversary of Porter's unexpecting passing to pay tribute to the mother of three of his children. Sharing a video of Kim Porter sitting at a piano showing off her musical talents, Diddy captioned the footage, "I MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH. So much" and shared an emoji of a heart breaking.
His Tribute to Kim:
In the video, Porter is seen wearing a bright orange dress while the camera recorded her beautifully playing the piano. "Every time I get sad I look at this video and it brings a smile to my face," Diddy wrote on Friday. "I THANK GOD FOR THE PRECIOUS TIME HE ALLOWED US TO HAVE WITH YOU. I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US RIGHT NOW AND THIS WAS ALL A DREAM. I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON THAT WISH. NEVER!!!" the music mogul added. He ended his heartfelt tribute by stating, "Love you forever Kimberly Antwinette Goodwin Porter."
On the eve of her death anniversary, Diddy shared a photo of a broken heart on Instagram and captioned the image with Kim Porter's initials. Diddy's ex unexpectedly passed away on November 15, 2018 inside her Los Angeles home. The cause of death was later discovered to be lobar pneumonia. She was only 47 years old. Kim Porter was buried in her hometown of Columbus, Georgia during a ceremony led by Diddy. At the time of her death, Diddy mourned the loss stating they were "more than soulmates." Just last month, the "Bad Boy For Life" rapper paid tribute to her again. Praising Kim and his other baby mamas, Diddy showed the close family dynamic with their blended family. Sharing a never-before-seen black and white snap, Kim is seen standing next to Diddy and their 12-year-old twin daughters, D'Lila Star Combs and Jessie James. Also in the photo is Sarah Chapman who he shares a 13-year-old daughter, Chance Combs, with the music mogul.
"It was all a dream… When you have a child with somebody it’s important that you love them forever," he wrote. "It’s one of the truest blessings in the world. When I look at this picture all I see is LOVE." Continuing his love note, Diddy shined a light on all three of the women who bear his children. Diddy thanked Kim, Sarah and Misa Hylton Brim for giving him his most precious gifts of all. "ALL HAIL THE QUEENS!!!" he ended the tribute.
Diddy began dating Kim Porter in 1994 and ended their relationship in 2007 after 13 years together. She is the mother of three of his 6 children and the two had a great co-parenting relationship. Following her death, Diddy took the reigns and has been taking care of their children. Diddy's really stepped up to the plate, making sure the family sticks together as one. He recently took his children to Disneyland to celebrate one of his children's birthdays as one big happy family.