Chrissy Teigen Admits She Will 'Never Be Perfect' After Fans Labeled Her As 'Entitled' And 'Rude'

Days after being labeled as "entitled" and "rude" for allegedly kicking people out of a photo booth, Chrissy Teigen is letting down her walls and getting candid with her followers.

As The Blast previously reported, a TikTok video sparked controversy, capturing Teigen and her husband, John Legend, entering the photo booth at the Sports Illustrated Swimsuit's 60th Anniversary party in New York City, even though a group of women were already using the camera.

Chrissy Teigen And John Legend Labeled As 'Rude'

After the video made its rounds on X, the social media platform formerly known as Twitter, many labeled the couple as "entitled" and "rude."

"Teigen and Legend are horrible humans," one user wrote after watching the clip. "This video is a reminder that people like them will never change. They’re evil to the core."

"No wonder no one likes them. This is just one of a string of reasons," another X user expressed.

"When anyone says 'we’re just gonna sneak in' it’s code for sorry I’m being rude but I’m gonna do it anyways," one user said.

Now, the model is speaking out and letting down her walls about her mental health.

Chrissy Teigen Lets Down Her Walls In Candid Post

"I did this log crossing a few years ago when I last came here, when I was struggling mentally," Teigen wrote in a lengthy statement on Instagram, hinting at her 2020 pregnancy loss of her son, Jack. "It was incredibly hard then. My feet felt like they were 1000 pounds each, my body tensed up to the point I felt like I was in a car crash after coming down."

"I made it across then, after about 40 lonnnng minutes. And I’m not even scared of heights! It wasn’t the height. It’s fighting through the pain in my arms, my neck, my feet most of all. Trying it today, I was sure it would be so different," she continued.

"While I still struggle mentally, I thought I could make the pain go away by relaxing my body, breathing and just taking in and enjoying what I was doing. But plot twist!! It was just as hard," the model admitted. "I shaved off a little time, but what I love about this is how much it surprises you and how much you learn about yourself. My rational mind knows that it would be totally fine to just fall…I would gently be lowered down, but the realization that I am so terrified to fall again in life that it becomes overwhelmingly debilitating both mentally and physically was…a lot."

Chrissy Teigen Talks About 'Dark' Times

"I thought that since I have seen times that were so dark since the last time I did this, I would be fearless on this goddamn thing. But I’m still so scared," Tegen admitted. "Then I realized I now live my whole life so scared. I don’t enjoy much outside my family, my few friends, television and crafts. I feel like a very shrunken version of myself. And I know I am meant to be big."

"I’m really scared of letting you guys down and I find myself fighting with myself all day in my brain with things I want to say, things I want to explain, but I’m just so fearful. I miss so many parts of myself and I hope one day I can shed some fear and accept that I will never be perfect for you guys and that is okay!!"

"But for now I will continue to work on it all and try to balance my brain with rational thoughts, and try to be kind to myself and my body and mind. And I will always continue to ramble aimlessly in captions," the model concluded.

Chrissy Teigen And John Legend Break Silence On The Loss Of Their Third Child

In October 2002, Teigen revealed she and John Legend lost their third child, Jack.

“We are shocked and in the kind of deep pain you only hear about, the kind of pain we’ve never felt before,” she wrote at the time. “We were never able to stop the bleeding and give our baby the fluids he needed, despite bags and bags of blood transfusions. It just wasn’t enough.”

Chrissy Teigen Reveals She Had An Abortion

She later revealed that the procedure to remove her baby was technically an abortion.

“Two years ago, when I was pregnant with Jack, John and my third child, I had to make a lot of difficult and heartbreaking decisions. It became very clear around halfway through that he would not survive, and that I wouldn’t either without any medical intervention. Let’s just call it what it was: It was an abortion," she said at Propper Daley’s “A Day of Unreasonable Conversation” summit.

“An abortion to save my life for a baby that had absolutely no chance and to be honest, I never, ever put that together until, actually, a few months ago," she added.