John Stamos Grapples With Grief and Acceptance 2 Years After Bob Saget's Death: 'It's Become a Part of Me'

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Stamos joined 'Full House' starts Jodie Sweetin and Dave Coulier, plus Saget's wife Kelly Rizzo and friends John Mayer and Jeffrey Ross in honoring the late actor two years after his sudden death at 65

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Bob Saget's closest friends and Full House costars took time out to honor the late actor on the second anniversary of his death.

Andrea Barber, John Stamos, Jodie Sweetin, Dave Coulier and Candace Cameron Bure appeared on Instagram Live together on Tuesday to share memories and reflect on the two years that have passed since the loss of Saget, who died suddenly at 65.

"It almost gets weirder as time goes on, because I'm like, 'Wow, it's been a long time since I've heard from Bob.' And I'm like, 'Oh.' It's so weird to have gone two years without getting a crazy, long text from him or a neurotic phone call," Barber, 47, said in a clip shared by Stamos, 60, on his Instagram after the Live.

Stamos then admitted that he doesn't want to "get used to" the pain of his late friend being gone. " I think I still want to be hurting from it. But he doesn't want us to be that way."

He also shared a clip from Bure's wedding, where Saget could be seen getting visibly emotional and wiping a tear from his eye. The clip then made Bure emotional herself, as she admitted she's never watched her own wedding video in the 27 years she's been married. "That was so special," she told Stamos.

Related: John Stamos Shares 'One of the Last' Photos with Full House Cast, Including the Late Bob Saget

<p>Randy Holmes/Getty</p> Bob Saget on 'Jimmy Kimmel Live!'.

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Bob Saget on 'Jimmy Kimmel Live!'.

Coulier shared some lighthearted memories, too, including that Saget would always call him and sing a "song in falsetto" as he imitated what the actor would sound like. He went on to say that the cast keeps Saget "alive" by sharing memories of him and bonding over their shared grief, to which Bure agreed.

"I think the biggest thing I learned through this, because Bob is the closest person I've lost in my life so far, is that it's been so nice to have people just sit in the grief with you," Bure said. "It's been a gift."

Kelly Rizzo, Saget's wife, commented on the post, "I'm so sad I missed this!!! Love you all so very much. This is so wonderful ❤️❤️"

In the caption, Stamos offered some more words of reflection as he said the "sharp pain" he felt at the initial loss has "become a part of me."

"I guess what I'm trying to say is, I miss him. A lot. Every day. But I'm also grateful for the time we had, for the laughs, for the friendship. He was one of a kind, and I was lucky to call him my friend," he continued. "I love you Baby. Thanks for being a part of my life."

<p>Bob D'Amico/Disney General Entertainment Content via Getty</p> FULL HOUSE - Season Seven - Gallery - 9/14/93, Pictured, from left: Dave Coulier (Joey), Andrea Barber (Kimmy), John Stamos (Jesse), Blake Tuomy-Wilhoit (Nicky), Lori Loughlin (Rebecca), Jodie Sweetin (Stephanie), Bob Saget (Danny), Ashley Olsen (Michelle), Dylan Tuomy-Wilhoit (Alex), Candace Cameron (D.J.), Scott Weinger (Steve)

Several of the Full House cast members shared their own individual tributes on social media, too.

Barber, who played Kimmy Gibbler in the iconic sitcom, reflected on the loss of not only Saget but also her mother, who died exactly one year before her former costar.

"Two of the greatest people in my life," Barber captioned side-by-side selfies of herself with her mom and Saget. "Two people who should still be here. Two people who both passed on January 9, exactly one year apart. I think about them every day, and today is certainly no exception. But I feel the loss deeply today."

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"I often wonder what they are doing up there right now at this very moment. It brings me comfort to think that they are spending time with the people *they* lost all those years ago," she continued, imagining her mother finishing "crossword puzzles" and "watching Jeopardy! " with her grandmother.

Barber noted how Saget is most likely "hanging out with his sisters and parents, smoking a cigar." Wondering if there are "cellphones in heaven," she claimed Saget "is definitely on one right now, telling someone how busy he is even in the afterlife."

"I hope they can feel how much love for them still resides here on Earth. 'Grief is love with nowhere to go.' So today I pour all of my love into remembering them, honoring them, and giving hugs to everyone I know. ❤️," she concluded.

Related: Kelly Rizzo Remembers Sweet Moment with Late Husband Bob Saget: 'The Best Rainy Day Friend'

Coulier, who portrayed Joey Gladstone on the show, made fans laugh with a silly photo of Saget embracing him from behind. Coulier appeared to swoon as he looked back at his friend and costar with loving eyes.

He captioned the post, "Bob was always hugging me. I sure miss those hugs. I sure miss Bob. I loved him so much❤️."

Related: Jodie Sweetin Says Bob Saget 'Will Always Remind Me to Love Bigger, Laugh Harder' on Anniversary of His Death

Sweetin, who starred as Stephanie Tanner on the sitcom, also paid tribute to her beloved TV dad with a selfie of herself wearing a hoodie that read "Bob Saget" surrounded by blue flowers.

"2 years. Still doesn’t feel real," she wrote. "Thinking of Bob (and his daughters and Kelly and the rest of my FH fam) today. Although, to say I don’t think of him on most other days would be a lie. I still expect to see your texts in the group chat. Or hear, 'Hey, by the way, it’s Bob' as if I didn’t know."

She added, "To the best TV dad there ever was…❤️❤️ You will always be missed…"

Related: John Mayer Recalls Waking Up 'Crying Like a Baby' After Dreaming About Late Friend Bob Saget

Saget's friend John Mayer also paid his respects on the anniversary of his death.

Alongside a photo of duo on Andy Cohen's Watch What Happens Live, he wrote, "Two years ago today, the whole world lost Bob Saget. He was the tallest flower in the garden. His absence is like an ongoing presence."

"I’m never going to forget him. Love you, Bob," he concluded.

Comedian Jeffrey Ross remembered Saget with a hilarious photo of the late actor intruding on him in the bathroom.

"Bob was so funny," he wrote in the caption. "Can’t believe it’s only been two years today — feel like I haven’t talked to him in ten. Any favorite Bob memories ya’ll wanna share ? I feel like reading some today. ❤️"

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Saget starred on Full House from 1987 through 1995 as Danny Tanner. He later reprised his role in Netflix's Fuller House reboot, which ran for five seasons from 2016-2020. On Jan. 9, 2022, Saget was found dead at the Ritz-Carlton in Orlando, Florida. One month later, his family confirmed that he died due to head trauma. He was 65.

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