“What I worry about is that I never want to end up kind of a self-centered, vain human being,” the 23-year-old says. “The typical Hollywood sad cliché of the poor lonely starlet with no one because she put up all these walls and didn’t trust anyone. That’s my fear. And that’s why I live my life the way I live my life because I’d so much rather feel everything than end up like that.”
“I don’t wanna end up being awful and intolerable. Alone. Laying in a marble bathtub by myself, like sad, with a glass of wine just complaining that my life ended up alone because I pushed everyone away because I thought I was too good to hang out with anybody.”
That’s why Swift says she has “20-25 really good girlfriends” (but only “two or three guy friends” because opposite sex friendships are “complicated”).
Swift told Vanity Fair it would be inaccurate to label her desperate and boy crazy, and she tells InStyle U.K. she isn’t even sure she wants a family someday.
“I don’t even have a master plan,” Swift says. “I’ve thought that I did have a dream scenario before, but it turns out that I change my mind and that essentially in your 20’s all the puzzle pieces of your life are thrown up in the air and they just fall into whatever place and I think that’s healthy.”
Judging by Swift’s last two interviews, it seems like the singer is trying to change misconceptions that she perceives are out there about her image.
But it begs the question…is it working?
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