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  • Love

    Is it too wrong to want to be in love? Many friends tell me that I just want to be in love and don't care with who; this is why I am dealing with M. However, I don't know. I don't know if its just that I want to be in love and don't care with whom, that I am dealing with him. I don't know if its lov

  • Still waiting...

    I feel worst than Rupunzel (I don't know how to spell her name.) I wait and wait... and nothing. I have not heard from M in days now. I should really just give up on him, but how do you give up on love? Or someone that you have so much feelings for? I love him. Dammit! What to do? What to do? I am s

  • Lonely

    I gave him the ultimatum and nothing so far. I should have guessed that he will never settle down. I just love him. Do I just want to be in love and not care who? I didn't think so, but maybe its true. I waited so long for him to man up and be there for me, and now I told him and he doesn't know wha

  • NEED ADVICE! Please

    Please, don't just be straight out judgemental, but I am coming to all of you bloggers with an open mind. I need advice. I am in love with a married (technically he isn't married, just common-law marriage I guess its called.) I now think he is seeing someone else on the side. My intuition tells me t

  • Today

    Today... was a great day. I started a new photography class and am really excited to learn to take more professional pix. I'm really just doing it as a hobby. I love to capture memories. Other than that, my life is pretty lame. I don't have a man to talk about. Though i've been to M again. Its terri

  • Shake it off...

    Let me begin this blog with congratulating the LOS ANGELES LAKERS! WAY TO GO LAKERS! That's the way to prove a championship team. I am trying to be positive, but i'm relapsing. I want someone to be by my side right now. I am so lonely. I shouldn't feel pathetic, but I do. I need to shake off this fe

  • Relationship

    Is it that difficult to be in a relationship? My bro & sis are both married, but have so many problems. It really makes me appreciate being single. We are trying to get the entire family together for Easter and its like pulling teeth. Their significate other makes it seem like our family doesn't mat

  • Hi

    Its been a while since i've blogged. I don't have much going on. I'm focusing a lot on school right now. I think that's best for me. As for M... well... nothing. I did talk to him today and have found out that he's back with his ex. I guess its just easier to go back than have to fight her. Not lite

  • Not such a good day...

    I had a difficult day. I really it made me appreciate life. I miss M. I so badly wanted to call him and tell him that I miss him. Yet, I didn't. I know I have to give him his space. And, maybe its better like this. I think that is part of what has me down. I know I have to be patient and good things

  • Bored

    I miss M. I want him to call me already. Well, on a better note, I need help writing a paper for my English class. I need a spark of inspiration. I usually would call M at this point, but I know I shouldn't. I miss him. I love him. I don't have any inspiration right now. My paper needs to be about s

  • Breaking up is hard...

    I did the most difficult thing I could have ever done in my life. I said goodbye to my best friend, lover and sweetest love I could have ever had in my life. M and I were friends for over 10 years and had the best time. However, his baby's momma just had their 3rd, and well he has to give it another

  • Bummed

    I'm feeling a little bummed. I miss M. I called him earlier and we are talking like friends. Unfortunately, I want to be more than just friends. I know he wants the hummm... but i'm not willing to give it up if I get nothing out of it. I actually miss that too. I just don't want to be the one to say

  • Mysterious

    Ok, so life really works in mysterious ways. If anyone read my last blog, I said that I would let M go. Its bcuz I love him and its too difficult holding on 2 some1 that is willing to let me go so soon. Anyways, today, I could not believe it... M came to my school! Y? Exactly, he came all the way to

  • Life

    I'm utterly in love with M. So, bcuz I love him. I've completely let him go. I don't want to think about him. Cry about him. Miss him. I want him by my side already. Idk just confused and in love, what else is new?

  • Love... sweet love...

    I haven't called M, and am planning to call him tonight. I don't wonder why he didn't call yesterday, i'm assuming that he doesn't want to seem interested. He told me the other day that we just called eachother WAY too much. So, I pumped the brakes and still have my moments of weakness. I love him s

  • Sooo right....

    I don't know who was nice enough to listen to my bs yesterday, but it was sooo true. I was obsessing on why he didn't call. As soon as I gave myself a moment and distracted myself, BAM... HE CALLED. It was so nice to hear his voice. For him to sound like he did before. He sounded relaxed, a little s

  • waiting...

    just like Rupunzill (is that how you spell her name?) I'm waiting and waiting for him to call and nothing. I am so depressed already. I miss him so. I want to keep believing in love, its just so hard to keep positive when I have no feed back. I know... I know... be patient and love will come. I just

  • Miss him...

    Nothing. I know I need the patience. I need to be patient and wait for him to miss me. I just wish it would be sooner. Why is it that he doesn't appreciate our relationship? Why?

  • BELIEVE... I BELIEVE... I BELIEVE IN LOVE

    I've been whining, about M for a loooong time now. Yesterday, I had a moment of weakness and wanted to call him so bad. Well, I didn't call him. Aren't you proud of me? I am. It took a lot not to call him. I miss him so much. I love spending time with him, but he doesn't appreciate our friendship an

  • I miss him so...

    I miss M. I want to call him sooo bad. I know that the only way for him to miss me, is for me not to be there. I want him to miss me just as much as I miss him. But does he? I need to be patient, I know. I know. Yet I want answers. I feel so damn needy. I need a reality check. Let him go, and if he