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    Just me, Michelle

    Just me, Michelle

  • What to Do

    i just feel so lost. despondent.what am i going to do with my life?feels like i'm just wasting time and effort everyday.i have no path.i have no talent....or passion.....does anyonerealize how worthless i am? all thistalk about college just makes me sad,and makes me want to stay a kid forever.i have no clue. about the world. about anything.so where can i go? is there any room for me?

  • Everybody's changing, and I don't know why~

    Semi current pic of me. My hair is short again. 15 years. Midway soph year.I just refound this blog after going on Yahoo questions and wondering about how I wrote a few blogs such as this. I hope no one ever really reads these, like from school haha. But oh well if they do.

  • Not a huge deal

    A current picture of me & my friend :) 4-30-10.(I'm on the right. Deeeeeeeeeeeerrr.)Spring:

  • Updates during Summer 2009

    Hehe this is a current picture of me! :] <br> <br> I wonder if anyone even reads these, haha. Anyways, not something to dwell on. Right now <br> I'm listening to The Climb in one of my Youtube playlists. I added a few new videos on it too. <br> In case anyone wants to see, my Youtube channel is aeroloverr1987. Cool. <br> <br> Wow. Summer is just summer. I didn't go anywhere special like most, and some people claim that <br> summer of <span>2009</span> was gonna be great, but not for me. Actually I met a lot of new people like Erin on Facebook or this kid named Matt at the Stratford Swim Club. Matt was annoying and skinny and a jerk <br> and looked like a baby. Show off too. Sorry about that, just had to get that off my chest, haha! <br> <br> It's really late and I'm bored on my bro's laptop. Nothing much has really changed, except my dad's one year mark is almost here. RIP, daddy. <b>I love you</b> and will never stop <3 <br> <br> Most of my summer consisted of pleasure reading, friends, food, and sleeping in. Ah, wonderful isn't it? I finished my summer reading book, Antigone. I absolutely loathe that book. Turns out my brother is reading a book by the same author. I guess there is something to be said about a small school. <br> <br> Speaking of which, I'm entering high school as a frosh, which the mere mention makes my stomach churn with anxiety. But I'm also excited. I can't wait to meet new people and gain experience and maybe find love. I never had a boyfriend, either. But seeing as how I'm only 13, it's okay. But I really do want to start. When is the right age really? Sometimes it's tiring to see 10 year olds with boys. Sigh. <br> <br> I wonder how high school is going to work. I want to find friends since mine aren't really compatible with me. Correction: we're both not compatible <i>together</i>. I know that's sad to say about friends, but it's the truth. Or that's the way I feel, at least. <br> <br> Anyways, I'm enjoying summer and being lazy. My first semester has a ton of hard classes, so I'm going to be buried in homework! Haha. I can't wait to turn 14 in September. Wow, I know I'm a youngie. I just made the cut. <br> <br> Kay, well I gotta go do something productive. I will update soon, since this blog is pretty cool. And I think I'll restart about the first day of school. Wish me luck. <br> <br> - Michelle <3 <br> <br>